Forgotten

Where are we now
was yesterday a feather brush?
a blizzard in a snow-globe
shrinking dot in the rear view mirror
did i reminisce in memories we never had
you seem so happy, there never was we,
so was the longing a lie, the glint in your eye
would i be wrong if i call you friend
the moments we had, was all pretend
they lasted in brevity, yet seemed infinity
who changed the seasons, who changed the cast
who rained the heavens, who switched the mast
why i must be downcast, why must i grieve
for i never believed and no i never will
you will never let me drink from your holey grail
you shroud yourself in white and morning dew
you peak like an angel yet deal with the devil
Behold your wine is spilled,dogs gather at your feet,
How many a lover, how many a man, devoured
you could not cry, not even try
you couldn't see what haunted me.
what stole my slumber,what made brows sweat
It was fear, it was eventuality
a rose you gave me, a kiss on my cheek
Yet to my stoop you must return,
to pleasure , to pressure, to promise returns
then show me a vision, brilliance, incandescent
you light my eyes, you inspire me to defy,
what i know to be true, tested and tried
Yet i must rise,and i will rise
Futile it is , curse you and die
you fill my vessel with voluminous smoke
how can I end what begins again, how can i let it die
faithful to you i will remain, even if you pass me by.

Creation

I’m cornered by a silent still pressing need.
Burning insides of skin, tugging, scratching scrawling from within
Waited too long, it shouldn’t have come to this
Burdened, my mandate, my reason , my quest, clogged
Stopped stagnant, a celebration in muck, oozing with puss
The needs still there, in the warmth it resides,
Not harsh, but silent and still as ever , a tickle now
Pangs, rumbling roar, it beats, it kicks
My word its alive!
Tearing, threatening to divulge
To birth, to jettison , to excrete

EMOTICON = :( HATE

HIYA :) Im soo happy today, ;) winky wink wink, :( im sad. etc etc

You sure wish i was feeling these emotions right now. The truth is im feeling the exactly opposite. Hah but im sure I had you fooled. No? Then you too would agree that emoticons don't mean nothing. Simply employed objectified pieces of emotion to aid , rather add to the credibility of conversation online. Now im beginning to trace who would have come up with this great awesome idea of simplifying emotions into a circle with few dots and a bendy lines. Im gonna get you! You've sure made a lot of money. First the greetings, scrapbooks, slambooks and whatnot and now online?
I strongly oppose the use of emoticons in your conversation online. Does :P even mean anything, or XD, or ;) or ;( or ^^. What the heck, if you think you can sit behind that computer of yours and send out a different emoticon every time there's awkwardness in the conversation or no credibility, you've got another thing coming mister. I aint gonna take this anymore. So stop sending me those smileys, hatleys etc. Coz If you do Im gonna come over and carve whatever emoticon I want over your face. Get it!!!

Visitor

longing long in the gray yield fields
the moon split glass with lunatic lunar ease
the whirring began as the spirits sang
a chorus tonight, lets all unite
Earth and element, imagination figment
then shone a light form from outer realm
all quaked with reverence,

the stranger is a visitor now
his coming was of old foretold
not in books but palms of men

Sweet Dreams

Enter the magical realm of Dreams, where images and words seek expression and exit.Journey into the tormented artists mind. A video by Jason Samuel and Daniel Pinto.

Deep in the swamp...

Deep in the swamp, in knee deep marsh. We walked beyond the tell tale trees obscuring visions of a clear sun shinning day. We left hopes of quiet sunday when we jumped into the muck. They say these lands have taken many a man, swallowed countless floating shanties. The mist that shrouds the horizon leads to the gateway to a new day. Beware now I say the day is new. Mark my words, loud and clear. I do not say the grass shines greener , that milk and honey flow in the land the fills my periphery. Addition and subtraction take place behind translucent veils. We all like to play with Rubix cubes. If you think the woods are inviting, take a second guess. Damp living things decay and house a minion of sinister microgues. They reek an unfriendly scent, reminiscent of things that you ran away from. Things people leave in the swamp and wish that they would go away. The natives have stories about these moving lands. The river is a force that carries things that it wants to destined places, transporting land mass, floating frames of references. So don't complain, don't utter a word. You asked for this, you joined this expedition on your own. We signed the contract. Here it is Ill let you catch a glimpse of it to refresh your memory. But nothing more of it shall you have, no nothing more. What good is to look behind, to bath in the past when we seek to go to a new land. Behold the old is gone and we travel to a new dimension. We shall defy the limitations set by the defining dimensions, placed on you by us ourselves. There are certain places where we travel only by feet, deep in the swamp in knee deep marsh. The river clothes a secret below. I can feel it, my feet rub against it. The knowledge makes me feel wise but im left grasping on to a fleeting thought, played like a card by the ghosts of my imagination. We travel near and we travel far but the mist shall lead us to a land once more. We set our tent there, I lay my head knowing now that rest is temporal. I must begin my my day anew I cannot abandon hope for but few. A challenge rises and a challenge falls. We look ahead for another ball. When the day shall come to lay my sword, id lay still and heed the call. Remember Death is only a transition not the end!

SUBCONSCIOUS REVERIES

Insanity waits at the doorstep.
Awaits me at the threshold.
Taunting taunts and calling names.
I’m fallible to her fated games.

Estranged by my own Reason
Luring me to Heretic Treason
Silence bursts shooting splinters
Hourglass enclosed Rabid Winters

Time is neither friend nor foe,
Guardian, Voyeur, Immortal Scribe.
He knows no Pity no empathy
The Dutiful Herald of the Aeons

She grows Impatient, Shrill, calm nomore
Her enigma now deciphered
Her want now stated
An illusion disillusioned

“ An offer you cant refuse,
Your eternal slave, your muse”
Electric storm, crystal ball flash
Algid spears nimbus pierce

“ Answer now, answer well,
Let yes be yes and no be no”

Earth quakes, I’m shaken still,
Beings await my will.

Head still, composure calm.
A simple decision really.
“ There never really was a choice!”
The blind man sees, the Sphinx flees.